hmm

2009-03-03T14:49:00.005+08:00

one week have past since exams are over and frankly speaking, i'm not really enjoying my holidays as most of my time is being spent at home, and its soo freaking boring. i wish that next week will come faster, so i can get rid of this boredom. and as a result of my boredom too, i took pictures using the color filter at the camera.

2009-02-23T22:33:00.002+08:00

exams are finally over! and i am soo freaking relieve but the results, hopefully it wont be heartbreaking. cmath paper was totally a killer for me. i expected it as i dont even knw anything at all. but hopefully there is some luck in me and getting a D will be good enough. so long as i dont fail and have to repeat that module. the rest of my papers are ok and i really hope that i will pass each subject.

i am soo looking forward to 13 march as i will be going to jakarta. but it's still 3 weeks away and i will be rotting at home for the 3 weeks without doing anything.

2009-01-21T22:38:00.002+08:00

right now, i should be either studying for cmath or dcn quiz which i will be having on friday. but sadly, i dont have the mood or urge to study. i'm soo going to be dead for cmath exam as i dont even understand ANY topics. to make things worst, java project will be due on week 17 and my part can even work properly yet. my brain will explode very soon.

and i just realised that my blog is such a bore. i blog mostly on school, which is soo heart-breaking and lame. so just dont bother to read my blog anymore.bye.

2009-01-16T23:23:00.003+08:00

i decided to finally give blogger a visit after sooo long. school's really sucky nowadays. there's alot of things to do. from practical assignments, project and quizzes. sometimes i wish that all this doesnt exist. thank god, comms skill are over and iweb practical assignments are due. this will lighten my burden. but there's still more to come. french test, french role play, iweb test, java practical assignment, dcn assignment, dcn quiz, 2 cmath quiz and most importantly java project which i'm stuck in right now. there's no way i can give up.

and btw, semester's exam timetable are out. and thank god i have only 3 modules for examination.

2008-10-17T21:59:00.002+08:00

i just cant be bothered to update my blog anymore.

so school has started and it seriously sucks.this semester is really sucky.i shall not elaborate about it.just let me suffer with it.ok bye.

2008-09-25T01:42:00.003+08:00

hey hello.frankly speaking,i have nothing to update about.but i suddenly have that urge to blog.haha.so here i am,blogging.

so today,my mom and dad went to arab street to go collect our baju kurung for hari raya.i was supposed to follow,but yeah,i just dont feel like following.so i just stay at home at watch tv.haha.yeah.the baju kurung is actually quite nice.its not as bad as how i thought it could be.as my mom was the one who chose the "kain"(haha.i seriously cant think of the proper word).my mom has bad taste for everything.seriously.so yeah.i was afraid it was going to turn out ugly and i have to wear it for hari raya! haiz.its going to be so sad.haha.but yeah.its nice luh.white and purple.and my family will be wearing purple this year.yeah! its been quite a while since all of us wear the same color.

yay! hari raya will be coming in a few days time.and i cant wait for it! haha.but sadly,i havent bought head scaft.haiz.i dont know where to look for it luh.so lazy to go out anymore.haiz.nvm.eventually,i will get it.haha.ok.bye.

2008-09-17T20:24:00.003+08:00

so yeah.results were out ytd.and frankly speaking,im quite pleased with my results although it wasnt sooo good.i only manage to get 3 A's out of 7 and my GPA is 3.3.so yeah.i should be happy i guess bcos i did not work sooo hard for it also.haha.whatever.

ouh yar.anyways.finally on monday,i sent my laptop for repair.at jurong!! and thank god shalen wasnt working so i have to drag her along.thanks eh babe! haha.i wake her up from her sleep just to follow me.but it was already noon so she should wake up.and yeah.after that we went to jurong library and break fast at a mall next to it.and after that i travel all the way to the other side of singapore,changi airport,to go sent my uncle off to qatar.and at around 1++ am we went to bedok for our early sahur and reach home at around 4 i think.and one more thing,i have just received a msg that my laptop has been repaired and that i could collected it already.but i dont want to go there again!! its soo far.but nvm.i shall asked my dad to collect it for me.ok.bye.

2008-09-04T22:36:00.004+08:00

so now its the holidays and i am soo freaking happy luh! at last.free from studying.yeah.exams result will be out only on the 16 of sept.which is like so far away from now.the waiting is killing me! hmm ok.actually no.but still i cnt wait for the results.no matter how good or bad it will be.haha.but overall.i feel that the exams are ok.its not that difficult as the lecturers have already narrowed down the things that will come out for the exams.and those things that they told us to study,those are the only things that will come out.so yeah.its not that hard i guess.but i cnt be so confident.i will never know how the results might be.haiz.so let me just pray for the best.

and yeah!! now its the fasting month which means that next month will be hari raya!! yeah.i just cnt wait for it.i am soo looking forward to it this year,unlike last year,where i dont even bother about it bcos of the o lvls.but this year,it will still be on my holidays and i will enjoy my ass of till school reopen.which i dread soo damn much.but whatever.

ouh yar.and one more thing.ytd,i didnt sleep the whole night till sahur's time.haha yeah.i was talking to shalen on the phone the whole time.but i wasnt sleepy at all.and so at 4 45 we hang up and i wake my mom up.while acting like i just woke up so she wont know i didnt sleep the whole night.haha.if she got to know.haiz.i will have to listen to her nagging.haha.ok whatever.

eh!!! and one final important thing which is soo saddening to me.yeah.my laptop is soo damn spoilt bcos of my dad!! ahhhh.i sooo wna cry.i think he drop it.haiz.and he keep asking me how? how? how? i guess i cnt answer that.yeah.its ok.but he said he will be sending it for repair (it is soooooooo needed btw).yeah.and theres still warranty.but i dont know whether it can be use as the fault is cause by us.haiz.nvm.the most important thing is that i need to get it fix before school starts.ok.bye.

2008-08-06T22:07:00.002+08:00

like finally, here i am blogging again.i just dont bother to update.i rarely go to my blog even.so yeah.whatever.

so today,had our web app project presentation.like finally,its over!! i was so freaking nervous before the presentation.who wouldnt right? yeah.but when its time for my group to present,i dont really feel nervous as theres seriously no one watching us presenting except for our tutor and another lecturer which is soo nice.so,theres no point being nervous.yeah.it was such a huge relief to just finish the presentation,so now,i can be happy and look forward to friday and saturday! yeeah.my cousin's getting married.and i'm so damn bloody excited.i can wait for it eventhough there's some problem somewhere which i shall not elaborate.oh yarr.and my family (except for my elder sis),will be wearing red on saturday (semangat national day luhh).i cant wait for it seriously! but for now,i still have to endure 5 hrs of revision tomorrow.haiz.but its ok. i can do it.so..ok bye.

2008-07-17T21:11:00.002+08:00

like finally,all the quizes are over and at last,i can relax just a little bit.i should not be so happy i guess.at least not until the results are out.i think im gna screw up on some of the quizes,due to lack of preparation.haiz.but its all over,so,theres no use looking back and i should look forward.yeah.when i was looking forward just a sec ago,i remembered about my iweb practical assignment which is due nxt week! friday! i started it already but i think its only about 5% done.which is so damn pathatic.ok.im soo dead.moreover,comms skill common test will be on nxt wed,and i havent even touuch the book yet.
speaking of comms skill,i gt an A- for my individual presentation and i was quite shocked bcos i feel that i didnt do well for my presentation.i was soo nervous and i feel that i was talking too fast,until i myself didnt realise what i was talking about.but yeah.i guess the tutor know more than i do.so yeah.ok.bye.

2008-07-10T22:46:00.003+08:00

i realise that this blog is dying again.so here i am,blogging,before it really dies.i'm soo freaking sleepy right now but i dont want to sleep yet.for dno watever reason.actually,i should think about whether i should follow shalen go to heeren tmr.haiz.

and yeah.after school just now,the 3 of us went to long john and as usual,everyone on earth would put their bags at their seat first,before buying food.and so,after buying my food,and wanting to seat,i pick up my bag,and i saw tomato sauce on my bag.like wtf.it was on the front and the back of my bag btw.i was damn pissed off.moreover,the two minah sitting nxt to us was like laughing at me.i just cant get people nowadays.they surely saw something.yeah.but whatever.they are free to do what they want.all of them are seriously natural fckers.
so after eating untill i was freaking full,went home,and somebody still can make me angry despite what ive gone through before that.so.ok.bye.

2008-06-29T01:20:00.006+08:00

so here i am blogging again.and again,i have no idea what to blog about.yeah.even though i have slept a few times today,i am still very slpy rite now.talking bout now,i am chatting with humai and alen now.actually,more with alen alone bcos humai is very busy chatting with her (*cough cough*).

ermm.im sooooo damn bored right now.i am sleepy but i dont want to slp yet.ouh yar.actually,i planned to study during the weekends but like always,my plans wont go like how i planned it.i just cant make myself study although i desperately need to study.cos theres so many quizzes ahead,esp java,which i sooo dont understand wth the teacher is teaching during practical.i soo doomed.haiz.i dont want to fail.ahh.i need help.no.actually i need to help myself.haiz.ok.bye.

i miss northland btw!!

2008-06-25T21:17:00.005+08:00

ok.i know that this blog is sooo damn dead.haha.but whatever,i just dont feel like blogging.and,from now on,i hope that i can make it a habit to blog often,or better still,always.i just realise that my previous sentence has alot of comma.lol.

ermm.frankly speaking,i dont even know what to blog about.yeah, i guess my life is damn boring.

so yeah.let me just post some pictures.

2008-04-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

school's perfectly fine.
for nw..

2008-04-12T21:35:00.002+08:00

so nw im blogging with my new notebook.yeah.so orientation has ended so long ago.its just tat i dun feel lyk bloging yet.it was just average.nt so good and nt so bad either.my class is IT0809.havent realli mixed with all my classmate yet.n guess wat? humai is in the same class as me too.yeah.so unexpected.but yeah.at least i have a fren.hmm.so school's starting nxt monday.im nt excited to go back to school at all.haiz.hw i wish i were to be more semangat to go to school.haiz.nvm.will be updating again when school starts.bye.

2008-04-03T20:40:00.003+08:00

i realise tat its been a damn long time since i blog.its nt tat i dun play the comp.i do.but its just tat i just dun feel lyk bloging.mayb bcos theres nth interesting for me to blog about.all i do is go to work,and if im nt working,i'll just stay at home and rot.anyways..nxt week orientation will start..frm the 8th to 10th.i have mix feeling about going back to school.part of me want to go back to schoool but part of me does nt want to.mayb bcos im so use to nt schooling already.so school will be starting on the 14th.new frens,new environment,new everything.ahhh.im scared.i dno whether i will be able to adapt to it.hw i wish i will be starting school at northland again.with the same old people.i miss my class,i miss laughing alone loudly in class,i miss greeting a teacher with the wrong name,i miss sitting at the back door,i miss looking at everybody who walk pass my class during lessson,i miss laughing and talking bad about Georgey with humai during eng class,i miss gathering around with ain,shalen and humai "gossiping" about people and laughing at each other doing stupid things.well said..i miss everything about school and i bet tat my new school wont be anything lyk tat.

2008-02-27T22:46:00.002+08:00

i gt into IT course in NYP.its my 10th choice btw.i really hope tat i wont regret getting into tis course once i start schooling.hearing lots of people talking about poly makes me extremely nervous to experience it.i hope i cn excel in tis course n have a good future later on.

and its been a long time since ive blog cause ive been very busy working tat i cnt realli find the time to sit infront of the comp.yeah.cnt wait to get my pay,which is about 9 days frm nw.yeah! first pay and im so excited.i have lots of things in my mind to buy.and one more thing..i miss you NURUL AIN BTE ISHAK!! ok bye.

2008-02-13T19:45:00.002+08:00

busy working.

2008-01-29T17:43:00.000+08:00

i've sent the JAE application on saturday and i realli hope tat i cn get into the course tat im interested in.i dun want to get into a course which i dun lyk and i will end up not doing well in it.
ytd,went to collect my uniform for work and till now,i didnt receive any reply frm my manager.haiz.but i tink i'll start working tmr.i hope i like the work.but most probably i wud like it cos alen baba will be working with me.

ok.bye.

2008-01-25T13:50:00.000+08:00

yeah.so i passed my o levels.quite happy with the results cos i was expecting worst than what i got.the stress of getting the results are over but nw im stressing over what course i want to get it.seriously.i dun even noe what i am realli interested in but i have listed out a number of courses which i will take into consideration.

ok.bye.

2008-01-23T17:21:00.000+08:00

tmr will be either the worst day of my life or the best day of my life.results will be out in less than 24 hrs! n im soo nt prepared for it.i just cn imagine hw fast time flew.it feels lyk its onli been a day since i entered secondary school life.hw nervous i felt when i want to get in to a new school n meet new people.all tis is still very fresh in my mind.but time flew very fast tat 4 years had already past n tmr will be the day where my future stands.my future depends on tmr.preety much.im so freaking nervous+scared+anxious+sad+angry+excited+confused+many more feelings.im thinking bout it lyk so much.everyday,every hour,every minute and every second.no matter hw much i tried to calm myself n said tat its gonna be ok, i cnt.haiz.everyday i pray tat i will get good result.tats the onli thing tat i cn do nw.haiz.no matter what happens,i still have to face the fact.n i hope tat the fact will be a good one.

yeah.so anyways,just nw i went for an interview at shalen work place.n i get the job.so most probably i will be starting nxt week.actually,its quite late to be starting work nw,but hu cares.im going to continue working when school reopens too.

ok.bye.

2008-01-19T22:59:00.000+08:00

today is a very shitty day.

ok.bye.

2008-01-18T22:46:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhh.most pple say tat results will be release on the 25 of JANUARY!!!.actually,i tink everybody said tat.haiz.so i tink tat will be the date den.but im so nt prepared for it.at all!! But i noe,sooner or later i will have to face it.actually,the sooner the better as i cn just get it done n over with.haiz.wat if i did badly? ahhh.i cnt accept tat.i cn nvr be able to face anyone with bad results.ive been thinking about it so badly.and it is so freaking near.its onli nxt week! i dno if i cn handle it.nw,hw i wish i cud go back to the past n change all the things to the way i want it to be.

ok.bye.

2008-01-14T22:52:00.000+08:00

yeah.my dad's sister,frm KL called just nw.her daughter is getting married on the 2nd or march.so tis means tat i will be goin dere!! yeah..im so looking forward to it cos its been a long time since i went for a holiday.frankly speaking,i dont even noe tis cousin of mine tat is getting married.i dont even think i have met her before.even if i did met her before.it must have been a long time ago.yeah watever it is..im so looking forward for this.onli god knows hw much ive been wanting to go dere.

actually.tis few mths will be filled with exciting events.tis mth..nth i guess.on chinese new year..will be having barbequeing with my dad's side.den on the 22nd of feb(i tink) we will be having a chalet(bungalow) with my mum's side.2nd march..KL trip.aft tat on the march holiday we will be having a chalet(again) with my mum's side(tis time with much more family).

yeah.n so.i simply cnt wait for all tis to take place.but b4 i cn enjoy all tis.i have to face with my o lvl results(which i dunnoe when exactly it will be release) first.onli den i cn enjoy with peace.

hw i wish i cn nt know my results.

ok bye.

2008-01-12T17:53:00.000+08:00

i practically hav nth to blog about today.went to causeway point today.bought two pairs of earings,one for me n one for nani (she was forcing me to buy her one as my mum accidently threw hers).den went to swensens with pika n cik iffah (her treat).walk arnd n went hme.yeah.n i realise tat dere were many students asking arnd for donations today.dey must be doing their CIP.it reminds me of last year when we(me,humai,shalen) were suppose to do our CIP.collect donations frm pple using tins.but we dont realli do it properly.we were given lyk 5 hrs to do so.but we will waste most of the time n will onli do a little bit of collection.dere was once when we didnt even ask for donation at all (i tink).but me,humai n shalen end up with the heaviest tins.haha.anybody clever enuf to noe the reason? .n btw.i tink tat i shall trust tis for nw,as tis is much more believable than those tat i heard so far..."the applications for.......are open upon the RELEASE OF THE GCE 'O' LEVEL RESULTS AROUND THE MONTH OF FEBUARY".

ok bye..

2008-01-11T13:35:00.000+08:00

yeah.so suddenly.i feel lyk having a blog.n so,with much help from SHALEN.i manage to finally create tis blog.i hope i cn update tis blog frequently as i practically have nth to do to make me bz.yeah.ok. tats it.n once again THANK YOU VERY MUCH SHALEN!!!

2008-01-11T12:05:00.001+08:00

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